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Take a Ride on the Bipolar Express!!! - Other  

I really don't want to talk about this, esp since no one here knows me and I just signed up like 5 minutes ago. I made a prayer request yesterday on www.hisholyspace.com about this, and so now I'm here not wanting to open up but needing to...

If you can't tell by the nifty little headline I made for this prayer, I'm bipolar and if this letter sounds sarcastic, I'm very sorry, but I just started a new med last night and I haven't slept since 9 yesterday morning.

Satan has been hitting me very hard with the bipolar. I had a great handle on it and had high hopes of comming off the meds. But Satan, as always, has his way of ruining what we want to achieve. So instead of comming off the meds, I'm on a new one. My dad has already fussed at me because he just spent 50 bucks to refil my old meds and now I don't need them. I tend to be the financial burden in the family. Though they love me (my parents) they don't understand what I deal with....no one does for that matter, no one but God.

Satan is also using my singlehood against me. Ever since I was 5 I've wanted nothing more to than to be with my soulmate. Now, with the bipolar and everything, I'm wondering if any girl can put up with me lol. I thought I had found the one and had plans to marry her, but she left me in February telling me God was calling her to be single her whole life.

I'm just a big teddy bear, and there is so much love in my heart to give to that one special girl. And satan is using that to make me feel utterly alone. In the Gospal of John, Jesus tells us that He is not alone for God is with him, and I apply that to myself, but my heart does long for a companion, my soulmate.

I know this letter is jumbled, it's the way my mind works and I'm sorry. If you want to pray, please pray that I can over come the bipolar and that maybe, just maybe, God will be gracious enough to send me my soulmate, the one I was made for.

Thanks for reading this, and God Bless!!

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Posted05/13/2008

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From: terribeari
05/18/2008
Oh, I do understand. Don't ever feel bad for opening up, that is what we as christians are here for. You really may not ever be able to go off of your meds but sometimes they do need to be changed because your system becomes immune to them after time. I am sorry to hear that your parents don't understand. I will keep that in prayer also.
As far as the finding your soulmate, that will happen all in God's time. I got so tired of people telling me that, then one day when I least expected it, there he was. We both knew immediately. It isn't always immediate but it is always in God's "perfect" timing. It is possible that God is wanting you to long for Him, to hunger for His word. You have to put on the full armour of God and stand against the devil. The devil is out to kill, steal and destroy! We can't let him.
You are "In God's Grip"!
God bless, Terri

From: JeNnY
05/14/2008
I KNOW LOTS OF PEOPLE WITH THIS..FATHER IN JESUS NAME I ASK FOR A HEALING FOR THE CHILD OF YOURS AND LORD SEND A MATE.WE ARE GOING TO THANK YOU IN ADVANCE FOR THE MIRACLE YOU WILL DO AMEN..ALSO LORD FOR THE FAMILY TO UNDERSTAND THIS ILLNESS AND HAVE LOVE AND PEACE AMEN




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