I guess Im weird like that, I see things differently than most people. I try not to live by the eveeryday rule of thumb. I try to be a little different and sometimes I am even more observant and caring than most people also. Most of all, even though I fail alot, I always try to do the right thing, no matter how hard it is to do.
But then again, thats just me.
Take care talk to you soon,
Fred
I have a prayer request for all of our members here. One on our members here, Matt Di Filippo, just got news that his grandfather was rushed to the hospital for emergency care. Matt is only 17 years old and has a great zeal for the Lord.
I would like to ask you to remember Matt and his grandfather in your prayers that God's grace and compassion will be with Matt, his grandfather and their family in this time of crisis. Matt's profile is located at: Matt Di Filippo's Profile
just to point out, lol, ingaged is spelled with an 'E' lol. Just thought you might want to know hehe. It is a tough concept to think on, to really pay attention to your role in life and especially to do as God wills you to do, sin is so prevailant currently in our world. It is socially acceptable and being godly isn't. So everyday is a struggle. Just do your best to keep His will on your heart and make the right decisions in the harder circumstances and I am certain you will do awesome.
At that age in my life I lived nearly on my own, I was working and not schooling and trying to survive. I realized today, while thinking in the death of my friend, something few seem to really notice in the scheme of their life.
The influence we play in other peoples lives the roles we fill when we are around. By being there at that time in that instance that took place, we were there to participate, if we're somewhere else, that participation is erased.
Do I think too deeply for you to understand?
If you stay with your loved ones and show caring all you can?
The loss of this friend made me realize and see, that because I wasn't around, my caring, my words, my help, that role was "empty"...
In everyones life is such a role that is played, or 'withdrawn' as it is, most often portrayed.
We remove ourselves from hardship, we run away from all pain, we lose focus on what matters, because the end result is stained.
Can you see the decay which we plague our youth to? or are you blind also to that? because it's what our 'world' expects us to do...
For me, kinda lonely, I worked the morning shift and I was going to just work a double but I couldn't even take a shift.
Oh well, I haven't had a girlfriend on V-day in almost 4 years. And back then I was married. Hehe, oh well, how was your day? Better than mine I hope. I did however get a small candy bag from my sister, and a couple of v-day e-comments, but nothing in person. (shrug) not one of my favorite holidays.